boo. I'm back. back from tianjin. heh.

actually, was back yesterday morning, but had to rush off for my 8am lecture and after that, i just made many trips to lalaland. *yawns* and i still am.

Tianjin was good. Good is an understatement. Really. It was a superbly enriching experience for me, and i believe for everyone too.

I like the climate there, its like 24hrs of air con for you but it can be ultra hair-standing kind of cold when the wind is strong. The only big turn-offs in tianjin are the rude prcs who don't understand the meaning of EXCUSE ME, the i can smell it from 100m away toilets and the numerous 'ka-puis'. i shudder at the thought of them. *eww*

The race was good. Although, i wasn't in the main team i could feel it together with them. I wouldn't lie through my teeth and say that i'm ok and that i'm not disappointed at the fact that i didn't get to row a few good sets with the team. I guess its my big ego acting up again. I choose to avoid the topics about the race sets each time the team talks about it, i can't help but feel my eyes getting watery and a tinge of all the mixed emotions acting up within me. like, *rahh*. I want to expereince it with the team in the boat too, the it that bring joy and tears to the team, the it that i've yet to feel.

After going through all the ups and downs with the team, i must say that i have no regrets withdrawing from sports club and leaving seahawk. Although seahawk is where i first started rowing, where all the seniors really treat me like little girl, the team was not as close as this team that i have now. In seahawk, i was like literally the little girl in the team because the majority are all in their late 20s. It was a totally different team, using different strokes and different training programmes. I must have gotten use to the strokes in seahawk that i unconsciously use them when rowing in this team.

oh well, econs test coming up on saturday. I've been pigging out too much after the race, need to get my focus back. STUDY.

and yah, i got to see korean guys like up close during the tianjin race and, verdict: korean guys are *screams* so cute.
i think they are the only male species that is worth my second, third and fourth and fifth look. I want more more MORE of them. haha. They will make a good enough reason for me to steer back to the right path. *bom bom* in the meanwhile, i can only oogle at my eye candy. *grins*

right, i need to get back to my books. *pouts*