I can't I can't I can't. I just cannot focus no matter how hard i try. RAHH.

Really, political science is interesting. I managed to really concentrate for abt 45mins out of the 12hrs and then, back to square 1. sigh.

How. Tell me how la. I really want to study but tell me how to concentrate when i got so much on my mind. I kept thinking about the tianjin trip and i still am because i will be flying off in like another 24 hrs time? and i haven't even pack yet. when i stare at my book, things on what to bring, what to pack just keeps popping up la. like *ROARS* GO AWAY.

I know i'm not disciplined and i should be.

I'll just pray hard that i can smoke my way through tmr. In the meantime, I'll still try to study until my eyelids weighs a tonne and till my brain shuts down.