exam is such a biatch.

makes you upset, makes you feel so wasted, makes you feel stupid, makes you want to kick youself in the arse, ram your head into the wall, lowers your self esteem, squash your ego, makes you want to scream, robs you of your freedom, friends, family, fun, laughter and the list goes on. RAHH.

study so hard for what? on the day of the paper, its that 2 hours that matters. that 2 hours is so crucial you either make it or break it. STUDY SO HARD FOR WHAT? when your mind can't function well during the paper, everything you study is GONE. rahh. worse, when you fall asleep unknowingly during your essay, everything you study is VOID. i say, WTH man. it sucks right down to the core when you know the answers, when you know how to do the essays well only 1 hr after the start of the paper. because why? during the first hour you are still fighting the big disgusting horrible ugly zzz monster. double RAHH.

PERIOD.

on a lighter note. i finally PASSED my advanced theory test this morning. and i wasnt even half prepared for it than i was for the previous FEW times. yes, this is not my first attempt. neither is it my 2nd, nor my 3rd. WHATEVER. I PASSED. bottom line is, STUDY SO HARD FOR WHAT? hurhur. i was late for the test, i ran into the room, i did all 50 questions with my heart pounding hard against my chest, and i finish the 50 bloddy questions in freaking 10mins. PASSED. i had to stare long and hard at the screen because the pass and fail result is of the same colour. so i had to double check on the spelling. RIGHT.

one more paper to go. proven effectiveness: drink coffee plus ginseng before a paper. and obviously, you don't drink both simultaneously. like DUH.

and HELLO my darlings, i demand for a meet up soon! i CANNOT wait.

and amazingly, i can't wait for trainings to resume. can't wait to train with my mind free from everything. no readings, no essays, no assignemnts for the next 3 months. i'm going to PLAY hard, TRAIN hard and EAT happy food.

i want to do this, that, this and that, go here, there and everywhere.

ok, i shuddup.

so what should be it now. OUT! IN! OUT! (the stupid campus superstar song is playing on the tv and it disrupted my train of thoughts)