the weather is so cranky. i absoutely abhor it. yucks.

had water training training today and i was in a T1 kayak. like rahh. i was so afraid that i will capsize because the boat is really light and any slight movement will gimme a bath in the kallang water. i can't imagine if i were to sprint in a k1. rahh. but then again, its my first time in a T1 so i can only improve what. i quote someone, 'when you are at the bottom, the only way to go is, UP.' ya sure. and i bet a few of them were laughing at my face becasue i was really frowning like an idiot each time i execute a stroke. hurhur. i pull the water with a fear of toppling into the water.

my objective was, to not capsize throughout the whole training, be it sprints set, mileage sets, embarking or disembarking. so hooray! objective met. haha.

and ya i'm damn humji la. i admit. haha. after kayaking in a T1 i really appreciate the acrobats boats i use during canoe polo. haha. so light yet stable.

and i just realised i haven't rested my poor legs since monday. felt a strain in my hamstrings today. no good.

yesterday was back to cj with uray, may and eunice. uray and i were ij girls once again and the other 2 were retainees. HAHA.

went back to see the new odac batch. and joined them for training. 2.4km time trial. haha. and i'm still stagnant. 12:10. like HELLO, when can i ever break my 12 min barrier. the odac now is really different from the odac i was in last time. the most distinctive change is the number. compared to my time, its now like easily 3 or 4 times bigger than my batch. ya, WOW. haha.

had pepper lunch for dinner and lots of new year goodies samplings. *grins* we were like moving from shop to shop to try everything. haha. and of course, what's a meet ups without laughter and nonsensical nonsense. HAHA.

top few interesting facts of the day (20/01, FRIDAY):

uray's walking speed = our running speed.
conclusion: uray should walk during 2.4km time trial.

busking = people singing sad songs. (during lonely nights, i won't feel lonely..)
BUT may chen thought/heard,
busking = people singing sex songs. (yeah!yeah!yeah!)
conclusion: eunice and i should be good friends.

uray's eyebrow is not the **i**est. (yi4 shan1 hai3 bi3 yi4 shan1 gao1, there are higher mountains ard.)

may has got a huge drain that collects new year goodies which are not placed properly in her mouth. (uray, i know you are laughing.)

the present odac president looks/talks like jason.
the present log head looks/stands like lixing. (i know it sounds wrong, but no pun intended.)

may: high
uray: big
eunice: low
me: small

there is a apple hong hence, we have orange chen, banana wong/ng, rambu tan.
BUT,
eunice says: tan is also chen2.
may exclaims: eunice! we are both oranges!

uray and i exchanged looks, and said: so we are bananas?

so the 4 of us = 2 oranges + 2 bananas. (ok, nothing obscene.)

*LAUGHS* and of course, i learnt a new word. PAI3 CHI4. we go around paichi-ing each other due to our uh, interesting traits? HAHAHA. damn funny la. ok the 3 of you stop smiling to yourself now. i know this is really hilarious and entertaining.


ij girls in cj toilet.


the 2 retainees.


the 4 idiots at pepper lunch.

and as promised from previous entry,


the true love.


the rebound.

i feel like i'm a happy girl once again. see my downs are over. yay.

i realised, i was upset because i care. i care too much la. i don't need to. i just have to do what i need to do. i can't control the uncontrollables. nobody is perfect, i can't expect too much. at least i know, i have a few of you with me. i'm consoled and assured. thats enough but not good enough. but, will be sufficient for the time being. *grins*

and i realise up till today, i still go back to the basics. like what mr lim always says,
good is not good enough, better is better, best is to be the best.

of course of course.