I thought I'm superwoman, i still think i'm one.
I thought I could handle so many things at one go, i still think i can.

My commitments are still being questioned, i'm starting to doubt myself. But no, i'm no quitter. I'm just very tired, physically and mentally. I've been sick since god knows when, but i don't find any good enough reasons to give myself a break. It's me, the stubborn me. The one who always want things her way. I don't like to rest, i don't like to coop myself in the house all day. I want to be out running, rowing and working my ass off. Of course there are times when i would want to lie on my bed all day and feel lazy in my own room. But not now.

I had to give my last water training yesterday a miss because i was sick and my mum refused to let me leave the house. Knowing how i always want things my way, i didn't manage to push for it. My mum won. After a while, i tried to console myself that i need the rest. I need to recover in time for tianjin race. I was absoultely sick, i won't deny.

Anyway, i had 2 jabs taken in UHWC on Friday. Influenza and Typhoid Fever. The vaccinations are free and its compulsory beacause of the Tianjin trip. Oh, i'm going Tianjin for a international university dragonboat race not that i'm going there for some blind dates in case some of you are wondering. heh. Will be leaving on the 30th sept and back on the 4th oct. Yah, i almost couldnt get my vaccinations done because i was sick and the nurse refused to jab me. I was pleading to get jabbed la. And knowing me, i got my way. Like whats new right, but that was because i had to ask the doctor to certify that i'm well. It was a good thing that i sounded confident that i had recover thats why the doctor did not check on me. *grins* but is that why i'm geting the side effects? the fever? *oh-oh*

This morning, i had canoe polo training. I just couldn't stand sitting around at home. I felt like i've recovered during training, my nose was less blocked, my coughs were less frequent and my fitness was there.

After training, i joined yirang to mug in the library till it had to close, and then went off to macs to munch. I happened to withdraw 500bucks from the atm machine all thanks to BAI YIRANG. *RAHH*

I need to study. Everything is really piling up.

I know myself, i can, so shut up.