its been a week since i last blogged. lemme do a brief update.

11th : celebrated may's bday together with odac girls

12 to 14th : first aid course.

15th : Wilderness Adventure Race (safety paddler)

nothing much actually. havent been myself lately. i've been less noisy and i don't talk as much. i'm still trying to find myself back. don't ask me whats wrong because i myself have no idea. I think i'm just tired. Stayed at home the whole day today. Weather was too nice and comfortable for me to any other thing except to lie in bed and watch vcd. heh. i feel like i sound very dull in this entry. do i? ok maybe yes.

you said. i want you back, for good. even though i got you back, it doesn't feel the same like before. i've grown numb. maybe i'm just afraid that it will end up the same way again thats why i'm holding back. guess we both need time still.