waaah... its good friday.. had a really busy and screwed up week.. n tis good friday came at right time manx.. to orientate myself.. to make up for many days of sleep deprivation.. to rebuild my self-confidence.. to keep be focus n to drag myself from back to the correct path.. have been extremely off track tis week.. monday's ptm was screwed up.. i passed the skirt test.. all thanks to my junior.. monica's long skirt.. looked really toot in it..but i passed.. tuesday.. wed..had training.. ran to kallang to support netballers.. thursday.. which is yesterday.. went to play pool.. waited for table from 4 to 6 plus.. den played till 8plus.. yah.. see wad i mean.. i've lost my focus.. i need to study.. i promised mr loh tt i'll show him good results.. cos if i dun.. i'll haf to go personally to big brother paul and withdraw from cjc.. argh.. been wanting to study in sch wif yuerui till 6 everyday but.. always got distractions n i keep procrastinating.. ok.. i'll make a promise to myself.. i will study in school tis week.. *crosses fingers*

...step out of comfort zone...